So you know how you talk to someone online/in the bars/on the phone and you are somewhat romantically attached to said person.  Even if it's just for a night or whatever.  You know how you start making things up in your head.  Like what the person likes and dislikes.  Like the way that you'll have sex the first time.  Like the way that you'll meet the parents. How you'll get married. Where your little hut on the beach will be located for your honeymoon. 

Ok well maybe you don't get detailed with it but hey you make some assumptions about the person you're talking to.  None the less you think about these things and for some reason they are more important to you than everything else.  It truly is sad that we don't take the time to actually get to know the person that we're talking to.

Maybe it's fear of "What if I am wrong?" or something obnoxious like that.  Maybe it's something to do with how we were raised or even society as a whole taking on what we can't easily access.  I wish people were telepathic (or at least me) so i could just jump into their minds and go "Ohh well that makes sense now" and life would be easier.  I'll tell you if we were all telepathic privacy would become a thing of the past really. 

Anyways this was sparked by someone who I have been texting (only when we are both drunk really) who mentioned that I have a bad attitude.... I have never met this person before just texted with him.  Yeah it's dumb to dwell on but it made me wonder what really could he have known about me from very few drunken texts. 

Ohh well he doesn't matter in the long run but none the less the question remains
"Can you really know someone from texting them or not?"

FUCKING CHECK!!!!

2 papers left still 4 book reviews and 4 poetry reviews plus random stuff.

mood: cheerful

SUCK MY BALLS!


I'd like to say I love books but that I do not.  I like to read i just hate books.  I hate periodicals too.  They all fold over and never stay open without a hand (or some kind of device) to hold them open so you can copy/read without strain from said book.  I loathe them because they like to close while i am writing or reading and distracting me while I am reading gets me distracted more ....

1 and 3/4s papers down.
Still left:
2 and 1/4 papers.
4 Book reviews
4 reading reviews
1 essay take home

Other than that it's all collating it into appropriate piles for my teachers to read my regurgitated crap most of which I no longer care about.  At least next semester I will only have one real class.  Not to say it's tangible or anything just that it will require thought.

mood: amused

OK so thanksgiving ... pretty cool!  Got to hang with my cousins and family.  My brother has a new girlfriend (What's new?) and I was once again sitting all alone with my little cousin.  I tend to hang out with her because a) she's the only kid and b) she needs someone to talk to at these things.  Being that my brother and I both have chosen not to spawn little spawnlings I think my little cousin gets bored.  Meanwhile on the classfront I finally figured out one of my paper topics which had been eluding me all break and have finally found a great way to do what I want.  My dance class also got a little help this weekend thanks to booze.  Ahh yes it make me think of dance moves.  Other than that life is peachy at the moment.  Now I just need someone to share it with.

mood: cheerful

Holy cow I haven't updated in a while. 
Big things:

• Registered for classes!
• Going to see the family for thanksgiving
• Talked to Danny (haven't seen him in a while)
• Making plans for NY March 08

Other shit:
    Well my poetry prof is cool and all but she showed up at my work yesterday and now knows I fix computers ..... More chances to brown nose but at the same time damn it not another person who knows I do tech crap.  Everyone is leaving for thanksgiving which sucks because I am only going to be gone for like a day at most and all.... Upside is my roomie is gone for 9 days!  Other than that life's been good so far.

mood: amused

Does anyone know where I could find a speedometer for a 1971 bmw r60/5? Don't ask why just do :P

And I am back .... sorta :P

location: WURK!!! mood: bouncy

The interwebs they feel so good!

mood: ecstatic

So  have decided I want to start a small project.  A kind of ongoing chain of letters about 20 or so from a set of 6 soldiers to their families etc.  Completely ficticious in nature of course but the idea is to make them realistic.  I am going to post them here and I want constructive criticism if you have any comments.  If you're going to say something that's going to be completely useless and rude don't say it.  Otherwise tell me where you see logic gaps or unrealistic things or when I use a military term wrong.  I want fact checking :P  I don't want to end up having a horrible story like the creators of the movie "Sunshine".

mood: bouncy tags: criticism, letters home, project, sunshine

    So I am all moved into my new place and it's pretty damn cool.  Minus the hole in the living room ceiling which is getting patched here soon.  Hopefully they put in tile in the bathroom too :)  The back door now locks thanks to me :D  My room door now closes properly thanks to me :D and I have to look at the shower because there is what we now call "The Drip" and maybe I can fix that too.  Amazing what one can do with a screwdriver.  To bad it's not fucking sonic like Dr. Who's is.  Which leads me to friday and a second date/get together with a guy I met who seems cool.  We both have like a year here in Boulder for sure so we could easily be friends with benefits but nothing more because we both want to leave this arid state.

Ohh and I have no interpipes at home.  Comcast is annoying damn them!  So I am posting from work and having a good time soaking up all the internets I can.

mood: cheerful music: FOB - Dance, Dance

Stupid gay boys should not be allowed to speak or use the internet :P They should merely but put up on display for everyone that can actually think and not be a fucking flake.

In other news Happiness sweeps my room with a touch of fucking Cyanide.


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

mood: annoyed

.... and somewhat annoying that life is so contradictory to what you want or what would seem "good".

Today's quiz in Japanese included a Kanji section to which I knew all of them (or almost positive I did) though I didn't think I did so well on the grammar still not too shabby.

Dark chocolate has become a good friend of mine.  The kind you invite to a snooty party with wine and cheese.  Though I must say the  surprise is that dark chocolate is good with pascilla chile and cayenne pepper in it.

The weirdest thing is the opportunities that present themselves when you choose to not look for them.  Oddly enough they find you .... en masse ... and with dogged relentlessness which ends the second you make a choice.

location: 家 mood: weird